You’re all horrible people! 95% of people who read this are probably going to think that was about them because they’re too self centered to realize that it’s not. But that being self centered crap is what made me say that… So yes. It is about you. The person reading this… That’s who’s horrible here. And I’m writing it, so I don’t count.
It’s Happening.
it was the most difficult thing i’ve ever done
telling someone how i feel
it took me a good bit of thinking
to make sure the feeling was real
we joked around saying it to each other
laughing when we tried our hardest not too
but i finally came out and said it
Keelie Anna Wilson, I love you.
You Make Me Cheesy Again
This girl is amazing in every way
She doesn’t believe me when I say
She’s the most beautiful girl I’ve ever laid eyes on
I don’t know what I’d do if she were gone
She’s got me tied up every day of the week
I smile and I know she does everytime we speak
She keeps me in a good mood just with the thought of her
What would happen to me if I lost her?
Starburst
For the first time in a while
I’ve found a girl to make me smile
She tells me that she cares more than I do
I care a lot but I can tell she does too
She tells me everyday how much I mean to her
I tell her the same and she’s something to live for
I don’t know how it happened like this
But this girl is just one you can’t miss
She makes me feel special everytime we talk
But only for her, around the world ill walk
I tell her everyday that she means so much
I can’t imagine what would happen if we couldn’t stay in touch
I didn’t realize any of this could happen from the start
But I really must say, this girl has my heart.
The Past Week
your eyes are like blue sunflowers
your smile hypnotizing
we spend time together for hours
jokingly criticizing
i never fail to make you smile
your laugh is always loud
for you i’d walk a thousand miles
by you i’m on my cloud
you tell me that you’re ugly
i clearly see you’re not
we joke a lot about loving
which is something i never got
with you i am happy
i hope that you are too
i know i can be real sappy
but i want to stay with you
The Things She Does
when she tells me that she loves me
that just makes my entire day
when i think of her smile
all of my problems go away
when i tell her these things
she complains she needs to be nicer
all i can think about right now
is being right beside her
Thoughts of Darkness
you have told me things i wish i didn’t hear
things that make me feel nothing but fear
i’ve heard of your dragon and heard of his deeds
like you i will write and hope the thought leaves
it keeps returning and making me mad
sometimes it gets to the point of near crying and sad
you told me you had problems that i couldn’t accept
i think i’m getting better at it but in my mind they are kept
i will eventually get over these things because your reason i’ve found
you tell me that it’s bound to happen again… not while i’m around
Driving Thoughts
exactly what you’ve done to me
goes deeper than you think
i’ve lost the ability to not give a shit
and now i see a shrink
my life was filled with choices
and i didn’t care what i would choose
but now it has become apparent
that i have something to lose
you don’t know how much you mean to me
although i tell you every day
you said you care more about me
that makes me want you to stay
i lost my ability to not care about things
my concious has risen above
i’ve learned what feelings are
maybe i’ll learn about love
Purely A Joke
when think of writing poetry
i think of what it means to me
what it means to write my feelings
what it means to feel this way
writing poetry helps me think
it helps me look past the need of a shrink
i still think i need one for some other stuff
but poetry is great helpful option
i don’t think i’d be sane without it
my problems, there’s no other way around it
most of it is about a girl
but what other problems could i possibly have?
she’s gonna kill me when she reads this. but i’m bored and i have no other ideas… can i just put this under “meaningless but have a laugh”?
Stalked
they say i’m sad and that you kill me
but the truth is hidden and they don’t see
i’m as happy as i’ve ever been
with you is where i want to be, you’re my friend
they don’t see what makes me crazy
they don’t see what i’m feeling inside
they are selfish and don’t want me to be
with you because i am happy
i’ve learned that they will get bored and quit
i’ve told them they need to end it
they don’t see what this does to you and me
there have been some close calls and i think we’re at 3?
no wait… 2
